`I was never engineered to possess the ability to handle setbacks.

she couldnt stop them from trickling down her cheeks, they were far too aggressive. then she thought, let them be, perhaps they'll stop bothering me when its done. so she kept running and running and pushing herself harder and far too soon she didnt even know what she was supposed to think, because everything was jumbled and scenes and voices and screams and noises were fighting too hard to reign. the pressure was unbearable but she just had to go on. it started raining all of a sudden, one of those freak weather moments again. soon after, her tears become unrecognizable from the rain and she simply just let go.

if the imagery that forms now is one of helplessness and pathetic inferiority, we're on the same line.